27 March 2012

“要忍耐～～！！！”

这是蓝波大人告诉我的。

没错，就是要忍耐！

我知道如何写下这两个字，那我也要懂得怎么做。

就算流下了泪，我依然要笑得很灿烂！

想蓝波大人一样，泪流下，但选择忍耐心中的不满。

我就是要忍耐！！

气死你，怎么样？？！！ ^_^

17 March 2012

Dear Mythical's Diary~
The holidays ended all too soon, time to wave my hand and say goodbye to holiday's memories.
Honestly, my homework still haven't finished yet, what a suck!
But i'm lazy to do it now, so i determined to finish it after my lunch...(wish that i'll keep my words)
I bought a new handphone, everything become more convenience.
I can online everywhere, no need to bring the laptop here and there.
I love it very much...
But sometimes i look like playing with fire because when i was outing or walk by the street, i hold my phone and online-ing...
This acted was quite dangerous because robbery always happened nowadays.
Except this, my phone can't keep in my pocket, i'm always wear jeans and it's too fit, i'll snap off my handphone...
My bro suggested me to bring a bag out, so i can keep my handphone in my bag.
So now no matter where i go, tuition or anywhere, i'll bring my bag there.
I made a change, because of my phone~ sad!! T.T
Protect my handphone like protect a little baby kitty!


Well...recently i'm seeking a nice looking blog.
Because i want to decorate my blog...
I don't know why i just can't satisfy with my blog looking...
I think it's not bad,but...i wan to do more and more...
(Such a weird minded)
I stumbled someone blog, all are good...
But why mine...? haiz!!
When i changed the theme of my blog, i spend a lot of time to finished it...How bout the others???
Spend a whole day??
Sick!!!

14March2012

Hey...i got update a new page...
Read it if you like

My Hitman's Diary

13March2012

Dear Mythical's Diary...
After this blog...i'm going to sleep...my eye dark circle is getting serious.
Today was terrible for me, but i'm ok now.Just got a little bit tired.
I told myself be sure and not grieve, I did it. Thanks god.

A humdrum holiday, everyday what i did is just reading and stared blankly.
Even i'm online, i prefer off...
What i want to do is sleep...sleep forever, and never wake.
I'm frailty, i admit.

12March2012

Dear Mythical's Diary...
Now I'm here again, writing my blog...
Today, my mom was busying with pick my bro and sis up to penang and KL...
Actually just took them to bus-stop...
But i think it's really tired...
My mom and I juz came back from Penang, now she's going off with my sis...
So im alone here, writing my blog...
This Wednesday, my 3.0 class is going to hold a class party.
And yet i can't attend because of my tuition class...
Farewell, class party...
I'm gloom with this, because i never felt happy in my new class...
Recently i found some joy in my class, just because i try myself to blend in...
At the same time, i realize that our topic are different...
So i need to create the topics again and again like a clown...
Doesn't like last year, the topics were continuing without end.
I feel suck...when i stepped in the class, nobody greet me like before...
Last year, i know everyone in my class, everything is familiar, even the furniture in my class...
Now everything is strangeness, sometimes i felt scared.
Because i look like different...
Blamed doesn't help, so i think i better shut up and just write down how i dissatisfied...

11 March 2012

Dear Mythical's Diary...
This is the 1st day of my holiday...
A lot of homework, this is for sure...
Erm...last post i mentioned that i was going to buy a new phone...
Yup...i bought it...it's quite pretty and adorable...
I named it Fenrir...it means wolf...
White Fenrir actually...because my phone is white in colour...
I love it very very much...it's my 1st touch screen phone by the way...

Today i was busying with the fashion sketch...
I was lazy to pour out my trouble...so i'm just skip the topic...

I'm try to change myself...something like i adore someone,and i try to look like her...i know it's impossible la...
Just try...
I found out that my life was boring...the incident happened my life just being hurt, sorrow,desolation and blue...and i looked at other, how they get success...
They stand on thestage, and show out their success...And i'm the audience...i'm clap for them at down stage...

You took my heart    deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams    I wished them turn into real
You broke the promise    and made me realized
It was all just a lie...

Angel-Within Temptation

Lose Sleep...

9March2012
Dear Mythical's Diary...
Now is 5:30 in the morning. I awoke from dream...
I opened my eyes looking every corner in my bedroom...the cupboard, the bathroom...
I don't want to spend my time on the bed, so i rose and walked down to living room...
Now i'm get down on all fours on my sofa to online, my pose quite ugly, something like lizard, haha!!can you imagine??
Well...i still don't know what's the reason i lost sleep...is already holiday.
I thought it was excitement...because maybe i'm going to buy a new handphone...
erm...actually i haven't determine yet...
That's the phone...

My bro bro's suggestion...
he said it suits me because of the size...it's bigger than iphone 4s but smaller than HTC sensation a bit bit...
i'm kind of already felt in love with tis phone...but yet i'm still boggle...
I think tis phone was the reason why i lose sleep...because my bro bro said if can, he supposed take me to buy the phone today...if i like!
Well...waiting for next post...i'll post up the evolution of the story...
BYE!

喜欢但不能接近，很傻的说法...
其实，含义很简单...
就像你喜欢种花，但是你害怕昆虫，所以你对种花的喜欢只能从内心表达，不能够以行动来证明。因为我们往往跨不过恐惧。
站在一旁看着别人种花，自己心里祈祷着希望花会开得越来越漂亮。意思是，看着她对你好，我只有站在一边祈祷，希望你开心。

Another diary at 3March2012

Now is 6:21p.m. I'm alone at home and i took a nap just now, a while...
When i was boring , i practice to online, write my diary or blogging...
I know for someone it's boring habit...well...i don't care...
2moro is exam, i finished all the note and memorized all of the point or keywords...but it doesn't mean that i'll score high marks...
I found out there's some rumor about me in my class...the day i fainted...
Someone said i'm faked...Someone said i'm scared of blood...Someone said i'm did it on purpose because i want to skip class...But i said the alcohol made me malaise...All wrong!
I hate the rumors...because i don't know you all...You all are not my friends...
What had happened to me is not of your business...
Maybe what i said will hurt someone...sorry...it doesn't point to you...(if you're my friend...)
I support myself to walk down the stairs, went to the public telephone there, and walked to the school field...I did this because i don't want to show out my fragile in front of you all...For you all, i'm faked...i'm disguise...
Whatever...i can stand this kind of insult...it always happened...it's not surprising...

The Story of Day~

3March2012 (Saturday)
Dear Mythical's Diary...
Another ordinary day...but why i felt so lost...
Tomorrow is exam, i supposed to do revision and not sitting infront of my laptop and seeking for fun...
I have no mood to revision...(such a suck excuse!)
By the way, the day before yesterday when i was at bio lab and do some experiment, I fainted...I thought it was the alcohol made me sick, but sorry for mistaken the pity alcohol...all my fault.
The doctor said that i'm hypoglycaemia.

I got shock when the doctor said that...i never given too much thought about my health. 

Not very serious la actually...juz need to take in moderate amount of food and never skip meal. Get enough sleep and don't bask...That's all...Seems like very simply but i never follow all...im stubborn i know it...

29February2012

Dear Mythical's Diary...
Today everything was good when i'm at school. Social, education...everything is fine...
Now I'm juz came back from my belly dance class...Something awful was happened...
Erm...not that awful actually, not that serious...
Well, the truth is today is my belly dance instructor last day teaching, she's resign...
Because of her eye sight problem, so she can't drive at night.
I'm really reluctant to say good bye to her...I know i'm selfish, i'm savage!!
but I want her so badly...
Of course the other instructor also not bad la...But i prefer her...

Next week i need to face the damn exam, but i'm lack of confidence...
Honestly, i'm still not very understand what am i reading right now...
Welcoming my failed result...
My tears will drop like today's rain...-_-" (weeping)...

Last, i gotto go now...
Maybe study, maybe online, maybe chatting, maybe do nothing...
Wasting time~~

Pics Today~

17February2012
Dear Mythical's Diary...
I'm really lazy lazy and lazy to wait all the photo to upload...so i'm upload a little bit here...These are the pics i took on Thaipusam...Look at the pics, can you imagine it? How crowded it was?But everything was ok la...I really love and enjoyed it...Blend in and celebrate together...1Malaysia!Yeah!

Look, all of the stalls were upholstered...

Everything looked grand!

There're still many photo in my camera...I'll upload it later...

(To be continue...)

15 January 2012

Dear Mythical's Diary...
It's already few days i din sign in and update my blog...and sorry still haven't upload my Thaipusam yet,maybe someone doesn't care~
I'm just came back from school's sport meeting, it's very fun today...i love the breeze, i love the field, i love the blistering heat...what i loath is the air...because someone burning the rubbish...what a suck!You know the effect of AIR POLLUTION ??
Yet i'm happy, i mean after school....Stayed with my friends ,mad like a bitch...
After finish my dinner, my brother said he want to teach me how to ride bicycle. Actually i know how to ride it before 8, but after that i don't know why i can't ride anymore. My brother's bicycle looks typical, the seat is high so you need to raise your ass up and the hand grip is low, so i felt exhausted and really pain!!
Fortunately my bro always beside me and teaching me how to handle it, but i really NOOB because i almost lost balance while i was trying to ride forward, DAMN IT!


I start to feel indolence!! I don't know why!!! I don't like to face to my homework, i don't like to face to anyone, i don't like to assume a look of happy...I don't like IT!!!!
Sorry for someone who was cheated, I'm not a kind person, so don't trust me, ok?
I'm not cheerful, i'm autistic! I don't like to smile if something is not really funny...
I'm selfish...I'm meanness...
How?Is this answer satisfied you?

I'm not emo~

As a matter of fact, i'm very happy today, because one of my best friend came back from Penang. I guess approximately 3months i didn't saw her. But today, she gave me a big surprise, Thanks...i'm really glad. And I got a bittersweet day, i'm really happy but it's just temporary. Someone said i'm very very emo. Maybe they're right, maybe they're mistaken bout me.
I'm back home after school, my friend phoned me. We talked about one our friend who just broke up with her boyfriend, it's such a complicated and long grandmother story. I have been involved in this kind of story a few time before, but now i'm pushing myself out. I don't want to sympathize with someone anymore, it's worthy. I told my family that i'm just like a love advisor,then they laughed at me. They said, i'm just a advisor but i don't have any experience with this kind of story. Ok, maybe i'm a bad condition and no qualification to advise others...After this, i keep silent. They said me emo, AGAIN...
I repeat ,I'm not emo...

Short Post~

8 Feb 2012 (Wednesday)
Dear Mythical's Diary...
Draw another sketch, i'm already addicted with this. And i really lazy, lazy to finish my homework @ study...Last night i went to celebrate the Thaipusam, it's quite fun and tonight i don't go because my homework didn't finish yet. There was crowded with people,and the crowded overwhelmed me...I try to post the photo later,now i'm really lazy to write anymore, everything is awful today so i have no mood to share anything...
See ya...

I'm Blessing

7 Feb 2012 (Tuesday)
Dear Mythical's Diary...
Uploading a photo 1st, then i'll tell my story

I drew it just now, and i edited it.

Now start my diary...
I thought everything will be fine as i stay longer in my new class, but i was wrong. I felt utterly and completely lost.I really hate that. Before i go to school, i'll pray for lucky...i hope the god will bless me. I'm not one of them, i'm already know when my first step stepped on that class. I sing the blue everyday, i'm tired of this f*cking bad atmosphere. I wish everything will back to last year, even there're many bad memories, but we'll smiled in sorrow.
I'm worried , i told one of my friend, if i feel malaise,then what should i do? Expect someone will help, or tolerate all?
I missed my friend, even we're meet each other everyday. Face to that kind of situation for 2 years, it's difficult and tough...

Looking Forward Tomorrow~

6February2012(Monday)
Dear Mythical's Diary...
Just finish my lunch and bathing. I'm glad about tomorrow is another school holiday because of Thaipusam.And maybe i'll go to the indian's temple with my family to view the Thaipusam and pray.I'm really looking forward because i never involve it before. My sister said we need to prepare some milk for worshipping, haha, i love milk.
Today's after school, i went back my mom's shop because i had a belly dance class. Before i attended, i took a nap...but very very bad, i overslept and when i woke up, i realize that i was drooled...very shame...
I told my bro when i back home, and my bro said
"Yer...Why you so geli and inelegance? "
Then i shout back
"BECAUSE I'M REALLY TIRED MA~~!!"
then he said
"even you're not tired, you'll drool too!"
What the hell!!Even this is truth, but please don't straight to the point...so cruel!
Next time don't let me find out that you drool!!

Another Tireddd Day!!

5 February 2012 (Sunday)
Dear mythical's diary....
Another ordinary day again, i'm didn't go to school because today is public holiday...
My mom woke me up this morning, but i still blur blur because i'm already forget it today is my chemistry's tuition replacement day!
"Wake up now!" Mommy
"zzzz........" Me
"Wake upppppppppp!!!"Mommy
"What wrong?"Me
"You got a tuition class later!"Mommy...
I awoke and check my alarm, it's already 10a.m., and my class will start at 10:30. I grabbed my shirt and rushed in bathroom, slammed the door and started to clean up myself. I didn't took my breakfast, it's lack of time. After drying my hair, took my handphone and ran out my house...Phew~~

After the tuition class, my sis drove me to my mom's shop to take my lunch, it's quite starving! Then 2sth i went back home. Actually i want to finish my homework and take a nap, but my bro bought some new movie from Penang. One of the movie is Husk, a scary and violence movie...Honestly,not that violence, but for someone they couldn't stand this kind of movie.And here the poster...

This scary scarecrow will move and kill, like a death...
And here's the trailer of the movie

Last, i want to finish my homework now, i still haven't finish it and take a rest yet!

Hello New Blogger~

This is not my 1st blogger so i'm not going to do more introduction.
The whole template, background,header,gadget, mp3, i totally spent 2 hours to finish it.
It's not so longer time...this situation is better than i imagined, very well then.
Actually the theme of my blogger is Valentine, look at the header and the background...
I decorate my blogger with the Valentine's header and flower background.
But i don't know how to design the Valentine themes and this is my elaborate design...
Everything is ok at the beginning, but after i put the mp3 on it, the songs spoiled all, so all wasted.
I love this genres of song, i tried to put another songs before, but i dislike it...all my fault!
I'm really tired of facing to the laptop now, but i'm not going to collapse on my bed yet...
I got something to do...I don't know what is it...All i know is, i need to face to my laptop for a while
Lastly i hoped that i'll used this blogger forever and i don't want to change anymore...
It's really f*cking bad and fatigue if i keep changing my blog...
I got a bad habit, if i think my blogger is not brilliant or pretty than i expected, then i'll recreate another one.
I wish this is the last one!!