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Tuesday, March 27, 2012

27 March 2012

“要忍耐~~!!!”
这是蓝波大人告诉我的。
没错,就是要忍耐!
我知道如何写下这两个字,那我也要懂得怎么做。
就算流下了泪,我依然要笑得很灿烂!
想蓝波大人一样,泪流下,但选择忍耐心中的不满。

我就是要忍耐!!
气死你,怎么样??!! ^_^

Saturday, March 17, 2012

17 March 2012

Dear Mythical's Diary~
The holidays ended all too soon, time to wave my hand and say goodbye to holiday's memories.
Honestly, my homework still haven't finished yet, what a suck!
But i'm lazy to do it now, so i determined to finish it after my lunch...(wish that i'll keep my words)
I bought a new handphone, everything become more convenience.
I can online everywhere, no need to bring the laptop here and there.
I love it very much...
But sometimes i look like playing with fire because when i was outing or walk by the street, i hold my phone and online-ing...
This acted was quite dangerous because robbery always happened nowadays.
Except this, my phone can't keep in my pocket, i'm always wear jeans and it's too fit, i'll snap off my handphone...
My bro suggested me to bring a bag out, so i can keep my handphone in my bag.
So now no matter where i go, tuition or anywhere, i'll bring my bag there.
I made a change, because of my phone~ sad!! T.T
Protect my handphone like protect a little baby kitty!


Well...recently i'm seeking a nice looking blog.
Because i want to decorate my blog...
I don't know why i just can't satisfy with my blog looking...
I think it's not bad,but...i wan to do more and more...
(Such a weird minded)
I stumbled someone blog, all are good...
But why mine...? haiz!!
When i changed the theme of my blog, i spend a lot of time to finished it...How bout the others???
Spend a whole day??
Sick!!!

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

13March2012

Dear Mythical's Diary...
After this blog...i'm going to sleep...my eye dark circle is getting serious.
Today was terrible for me, but i'm ok now.Just got a little bit tired.
I told myself be sure and not grieve, I did it. Thanks god.

A humdrum holiday, everyday what i did is just reading and stared blankly.
Even i'm online, i prefer off...
What i want to do is sleep...sleep forever, and never wake.
I'm frailty, i admit.


Monday, March 12, 2012

12March2012

Dear Mythical's Diary...
Now I'm here again, writing my blog...
Today, my mom was busying with pick my bro and sis up to penang and KL...
Actually just took them to bus-stop...
But i think it's really tired...
My mom and I juz came back from Penang, now she's going off with my sis...
So im alone here, writing my blog...
This Wednesday, my 3.0 class is going to hold a class party.
And yet i can't attend because of my tuition class...
Farewell, class party...
I'm gloom with this, because i never felt happy in my new class...
Recently i found some joy in my class, just because i try myself to blend in...
At the same time, i realize that our topic are different...
So i need to create the topics again and again like a clown...
Doesn't like last year, the topics were continuing without end.
I feel suck...when i stepped in the class, nobody greet me like before...
Last year, i know everyone in my class, everything is familiar, even the furniture in my class...
Now everything is strangeness, sometimes i felt scared.
Because i look like different...
Blamed doesn't help, so i think i better shut up and just write down how i dissatisfied...

Sunday, March 11, 2012

11 March 2012

Dear Mythical's Diary...
This is the 1st day of my holiday...
A lot of homework, this is for sure...
Erm...last post i mentioned that i was going to buy a new phone...
Yup...i bought it...it's quite pretty and adorable...
I named it Fenrir...it means wolf...
White Fenrir actually...because my phone is white in colour...
I love it very very much...it's my 1st touch screen phone by the way...

Today i was busying with the fashion sketch...
I was lazy to pour out my trouble...so i'm just skip the topic...

I'm try to change myself...something like i adore someone,and i try to look like her...i know it's impossible la...
Just try...
I found out that my life was boring...the incident happened my life just being hurt, sorrow,desolation and blue...and i looked at other, how they get success...
They stand on thestage, and show out their success...And i'm the audience...i'm clap for them at down stage...

You took my heart    deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams    I wished them turn into real
You broke the promise    and made me realized
It was all just a lie...
Angel-Within Temptation

Friday, March 9, 2012

Lose Sleep...

9March2012
Dear Mythical's Diary...
Now is 5:30 in the morning. I awoke from dream...
I opened my eyes looking every corner in my bedroom...the cupboard, the bathroom...
I don't want to spend my time on the bed, so i rose and walked down to living room...
Now i'm get down on all fours on my sofa to online, my pose quite ugly, something like lizard, haha!!can you imagine??
Well...i still don't know what's the reason i lost sleep...is already holiday.
I thought it was excitement...because maybe i'm going to buy a new handphone...
erm...actually i haven't determine yet...
That's the phone...



















My bro bro's suggestion...
he said it suits me because of the size...it's bigger than iphone 4s but smaller than HTC sensation a bit bit...
i'm kind of already felt in love with tis phone...but yet i'm still boggle...
I think tis phone was the reason why i lose sleep...because my bro bro said if can, he supposed take me to buy the phone today...if i like!
Well...waiting for next post...i'll post up the evolution of the story...
BYE!


Tuesday, March 6, 2012

喜欢但不能接近,很傻的说法...
其实,含义很简单...
就像你喜欢种花,但是你害怕昆虫,所以你对种花的喜欢只能从内心表达,不能够以行动来证明。因为我们往往跨不过恐惧。
站在一旁看着别人种花,自己心里祈祷着希望花会开得越来越漂亮。意思是,看着她对你好,我只有站在一边祈祷,希望你开心。

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Another diary at 3March2012

Now is 6:21p.m. I'm alone at home and i took a nap just now, a while...
When i was boring , i practice to online, write my diary or blogging...
I know for someone it's boring habit...well...i don't care...
2moro is exam, i finished all the note and memorized all of the point or keywords...but it doesn't mean that i'll score high marks...
I found out there's some rumor about me in my class...the day i fainted...
Someone said i'm faked...Someone said i'm scared of blood...Someone said i'm did it on purpose because i want to skip class...But i said the alcohol made me malaise...All wrong!
I hate the rumors...because i don't know you all...You all are not my friends...
What had happened to me is not of your business...
Maybe what i said will hurt someone...sorry...it doesn't point to you...(if you're my friend...)
I support myself to walk down the stairs, went to the public telephone there, and walked to the school field...I did this because i don't want to show out my fragile in front of you all...For you all, i'm faked...i'm disguise...
Whatever...i can stand this kind of insult...it always happened...it's not surprising...

The Story of Day~

3March2012 (Saturday)
Dear Mythical's Diary...
Another ordinary day...but why i felt so lost...
Tomorrow is exam, i supposed to do revision and not sitting infront of my laptop and seeking for fun...
I have no mood to revision...(such a suck excuse!)
By the way, the day before yesterday when i was at bio lab and do some experiment, I fainted...I thought it was the alcohol made me sick, but sorry for mistaken the pity alcohol...all my fault.
The doctor said that i'm hypoglycaemia.
I got shock when the doctor said that...i never given too much thought about my health. 
Not very serious la actually...juz need to take in moderate amount of food and never skip meal. Get enough sleep and don't bask...That's all...Seems like very simply but i never follow all...im stubborn i know it...